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This blog is mostly for me to stop underestimating my atheletic ability and begin to run again. It actually began in the cardiologist's office this morning where the conversation went a bit like:

D=Doctor N=Nella *=thinking

D: "Do you smoke?"
N: "Yes."
D: "How did your father pass away?"
N: "Massive heart attack."
D: "Did he smoke?"
N: "Yes." *knew he was gonna pull that one*
D: "Hmm, wow and you're only 23 years old. So young"
N: "I know." *oye vey*
D: "When you were growing up did you have any other vices?"
N: "I was anorexic." *now he's a therapist*
*****BLAH BLAH BLAH FOR 10 MINUTES LONGER
D: "Let's replace running with smoking for your addictive personality and I think it'll reduce your high anxiety as well."
N: "Okay, sounds good." *shit*

And here I am. At home writing my schedule for running. I'm not going to stray. It's so much easier to not do it. I'm not going to smoke either. I keep thinking "How can I be a brooding artist/writer if I don't smoke and I'm healthy?" Join a blog and write about it.

Tomorrow morning early it begins.